Like a Breeze: R.I.P. My Sweet Friend 11.15.09

I am sorry it's been a while. It is a very sad time for me and my family. We lost someone very dear to us, and although he was not a human, he has a very special place in our hearts. I am sure any of you pet lovers out there can relate. Losing anyone you love is probably the worst thing in the world. Fizzgig was a sweet, playful, and lovable kitty cat. All of our cats mean the world to us, so losing any of them is so devastating. November has become a very sad month, especially since the last three cats we lost, went missing or died in November as well. Just coincidence perhaps, but November still feels pretty gloomy regardless... :(

Since I am in Montana, and my family is in Vermont, I was not there when Fizzy got sick, but it still breaks my heart imagining him going through something so awful. He had a urinary blockage, which are more typical in male cats than females, and is actually quite common. DEFINITELY make yourself aware of this condition, because it is life threatening and one of the most painful things a kitty can go through. If your cat has had recurring urinary tract infections, then you should be on the lookout for the signs of urinary blockage. If you notice any kind of abnormal behavior in your cat, especially with regards to "bathroom" habits, take your cat to the vet asap. Every second counts. We lost our precious kitty, and I don't want that to happen to your kitties, so please take the time to educate yourself. It really makes a difference.

Our Fizzgig was so sweet and wonderful, and I can't believe he is gone. I don't think it has sunken in yet...It probably won't seem real until I go home and realize he's never coming back :( To keep from crying I have to tell myself, he is not hurting anymore. He is not sad, and he wouldn't want us to be sad either. It is really hard not to be sad, though. I miss him so much. The important thing is to remember the good times and never let go of those memories. I am so grateful for all the pictures we do have of him and all of the wonderful memories. I get teary-eyed whenever I look at the pictures...especially the ones of my sister, Kristina, and him. It makes me sad that I wasn't there to hug her and cry with her. It is heart-wrenching just thinking about what she went through at the emergency room. I know she was much stronger than I could've ever been. I wish I could have kissed him goodbye, though I know that would have been unbearable.